The last year has been a harrowing one. A year of massive change for me and especially
for my family. My mettle as a Christian has
been tested again and again. Often I had to remind myself that:
"No temptation has seized you except what is common
to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can
bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can
stand up under it." I Corinthians 10:13
It has felt like life under a hammer whereupon blow after
blow have rained down. When life is like
this we have a personal choice we can shatter and be destroyed or we can let
the hammer make us stronger as a blacksmith hammers and tempers a sword.
"Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials
of various kinds, for you know that the testing of your faith produces
steadfastness. And let steadfastness have its full effect, that you may be
perfect and complete, lacking in nothing. If any of you lacks wisdom, let him
ask God, who gives generously to all without reproach, and it will be given
him. But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for the one who doubts is like
a wave of the sea that is driven and tossed by the wind." James 1:2-8
Through it all my human weakness has been laid bare for
all to see. The cracks and lines of my
humanity, my flaws, my mistakes, my poor decisions, all has been shown to
anybody with eyes.
And yet I remain.
My wife still loves me and more importantly God still loves me, His love
has never wavered. In the darkest hours
when my human sin was at its apex I could still feel the warmth of His love and
feel drawn to his light.
This morning I awoke feeling some despair for another
trial awaited me today and I knew it.
Driving into work I watched the trees as I passed by. I considered them. A mighty oak tree begins as a tiny sprig with
a single tender leaf. It defies all odds
and grows and grows. For hundreds of
years the tree gets larger. The foibles
of humanity bubble about it but it doesn't pay any heed. In the spring it dresses itself in majestic
leafy attire and in fall shows us all the colors of the rainbow. The tree doesn’t consider the future or the
past. It doesn't worry about storms or
loss it just grows and weathers all the tribulations the world may hurl at it. It lives without worry, or fear, or
pride. The oak tree is perfection for it
lives without sin.
We humans are so proud of our accomplishments, art,
science, culture, religion. We marvel at
our vast cities and we kill each other every day. With rare exception all life on Earth succumbs
to our invasion. Fields turn into
parking lots, forests into strip malls.
Yes even our mighty oak tree would only take minutes to cut down. Even as it surrenders to our assault it has
no fear, no worry, all is well.
The tree as a parable has given me some measure of
peace. For all who walk the Earth face
hard times. If only we all face it with such majesty as the oak tree. Would that we all face the evil with the
peace of God in our hearts and without care.
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